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After 7 long years I have finally decided to walk out of the Church of God!
I was a memeber in Cape Town and later Joburg here in South Africa.
And I would really like to thank all those who participate on the site for being the Good Samaritans and have kept the site going. I used to feel so isolated and alone , as would anyone who might have gone through this experience, but reading threads like "It's the Most Positive Place In the World" have truly helped me to realise that I'm not the only one who has fallen victim to the Pharisees and robbers of this Church.
It was through comments such, "Yes it is the most positive place in the world…in the beginning. When everyone is all smiles and you are fresh meat. Once you begin to question, or annoy (as you said) your "big brothers and sisters" by not giving in to the demands of the church, then it is a horror movie." that made me exclaim "YES!" and , "…they teach you to test the spirits don't they ? O.K. test them. Skip your tithe for say 2 months. Then miss a couple of Saturdays in between. You'll see how much they love you…" that made laugh a bit and then but also made me realise it was all lies!
And there was also the the response given by Joshua in the same post that showed just how foolish the idea of a Mother God was!
Thanks guys, you've manage to relive my fears and have given me the courage to overcome my fear of losing my salvation. The one important factor that opened me up to listen and read on is because some of you are former members and understand certain things that nobody else can; the pressure to bear fruit, keep the feast, fasting, being perfect, the ability to cry whenever the word sacrifice is mentioned or to be fired up with enthusiasm when you hear the word preach and so on. And because of that I could easily relate to the stories that I read.
To those who have family within this place then, all that I say is unconditional love conquers all. I'm a living testiment of this as my family has unconditionally supported me as I try to piece my life back together. (makes you wonder where the "real family" is now) Please don't give up on them they'll need you when it all falls apart.
Much Love
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