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The wms Pastors would say “oh poor chaff fell away focusing on Gil’s humanity.” It’s not the humanity that’s a problem. IT’S HER INHUMANITY. lol… It’s the never expressing a single word of pain or feeling over those suffering, abused, tortured, etc… Not a word… I couldn’t reason that Gil and Sahng were not God before i left wms, but i was like “whether they’re God or not, peace out, i know I’m going to Heaven anyways.” I got my relationship with God back in 2014, and by 2016 it was stronger than ever. I felt great comfort from God that i wouldn’t go to hell anyways. I prayed to the Father every night. It took over a year, but…i got to the point that i was in no way shape or form afraid of hell anyways. (So whatever Gil said “if you do this you’ll go to hell” i was like “whatever,” though i couldn’t reason that she wasn’t God. To me “there was a God above Jesus anyways.” I had prayed to Him for over a year. I was like “i don’t know why ‘Jesus’ or ‘Jesus’ wife’ sounds like this or talks like this, but anyways, the God of Jesus is very comforting.” I was like “anyways-God says in the Bible i won’t go to hell anyways-and God says i don’t have to do all these works. So why am i doing them when i don’t have to (and no one has to) lol. I simply became a “faith based” not “works based” Christian since 2014. (I was Christian and very faith based before wms also). I was like “i don’t care what you say Gil, God says this in the Bible (you do not have to work all day Saturday or do all these worships to go to Heaven-it’s simply not true). After i got away from brainwashing, it was clear as a bell “she’s not God, he’s not Jesus-that’s why what they say makes absolutely no sense.” I came to this site a year and a half before i left wms like “no, God is not going to send me to hell for coming here reading.” I believed in the “God of Jesus,” (the one Jesus called Father). So to me, Gil was not the authority anyways-i just kept reading the Bible over and over and was like “clearly no one has to do all this stuff to go to Heaven.” The day i left, they had made me so mad, again…i was like “why am i doing this-why am i staying here? I want to go help the world… Actually do something, not just preach at people.” I always had things i wanted to do-things to help people, but could never do them bc wms ate up all my time. (I also in no way shape or form believed the world was about to end-that really got me out). I was like “I’m going to Heaven whether I’m a member of wms or not… So why am i staying here.” When they were so rude that day i was like, “that’s it. I’m never going back. I literally cannot take this anymore” And literally i never went back.
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